dum! dum! I'm 21

I'm not sure of how am I supposed to feel...

I think I'm happy

and thankful.

Those are just appropriate feelings. Can I also mention I'm scared? And depressed with what lies ahead.

Just so you know, I haven't stopped praying to God that I'm being a good girl, despite my decision to stay for a while for my parents and a few charitable deeds. So turning 21 is bit contradicting to that. Oh well, He knows well what He's doing so I will just sit back and go with the flow.