the 4 o' clock habit

(an excerpt from Boy and Kris's yesterday conversation)


Kris sabay ulit tau mmya...may practice b kau?
Kris kmsta practice khpon?
Boy masakit
Boy hehe
Boy di ko sure kung makakasabay ako kasi di kami dito practice
Boy e car pool, and di parin sure what time aalis
Boy what time kayo natapos?
Kris mga 11 +
Kris kau?
Boy 10
Boy graaaabe
Boy naman kayo!
Boy that's almost midnight!
Boy i envy your dedication pero whoa
Kris hehe...ung iba may dedication
Kris ako wla
Boy pero you stayed! at di ka umaangal (to the highest level na) na soooobrang late na
Kris d lng ako mkaangal kc d q rn msundan
Kris kng super nkksunod ako, aalis tlga ako
Kris nung isang gabi nga nauna ko umalis
Boy i doubt na mapolish namin yung amin talaga...
Kris may 1 day practice nman d b
Boy liftings na ngayon. bukas daw polishing na and thursday
Kris ang bilis ah
Boy kailan yung 1 day practice?
Kris konti lng b dances nyo?
Kris bhla kau
Boy enough lang ata
Boy my cheersongs pa later
Boy ewan kung may sayaw pa yun.. drumdance pala
Boy di kami pwede kasi on friday. tax planning ng buong department, outside the office and wholeday
Kris i see
Kris so wla kayong 1 free day
Kris kmi ng super klngan un
Kris san kau mmya?
Boy pati kami. super kylangan nun. kaso may trabaho lahat. ako lang yung wala dati..ngayon meron na. hehe
Boy sa mandaluyong daw
Boy rooftop ng kung sino
Kris ano gngwa m?
Boy industry study
Boy hehe
Boy ng banko
Boy my alam ka bang website na pwede magsend ng text messages for free?
Boy yung wala ng dinadownload?
Kris wla
Kris search m
Kris industry study kaw magisa...hirap nun ah
Boy ah, assissting lang
Boy natanggap mo text ko?
Kris kelan?
Boy ngayon lang
Boy free sms daw
Kris san?
Boy globe
Kris wla
Boy nu ba yan.......
Boy cge, w8 natin
Boy 915329xxxx k diba?
Kris yup
Kris san b yan?
Boy http://www.text4free.net
Kris wla nman eh
Kris try m kya sa smaty mgtext
Boy wala parin?
Boy feeling correspondent ako on our sportsfest.
Boy assigned ako to cover games at ipublish sa sports lounge ng database ng sportsfest. :)
Kris wow
Kris ang saya nman
Kris wla p rin ung txt m
Kris bka joke lng yan
Boy onga... nu ba yan
Boy pwede ka rin. yung team niyo naman cover mo. sariling kusa
Boy hehe
Boy madiscover ka!
Kris nye
Kris hehe
Kris wag na
Boy bakit?
Kris akla ko ggwn m pra sa lhat...
Boy ah hindi. pag team lang namin.
Kris lam m super sakit ng ulo ko
Kris feeling ko mababa n nmn dugo ko
Boy punta ka na clinic
Boy mamya baka matumba ka na diyan
Kris ehh...anong ssbhn ko? mmya painumn ako ng gamot eh
Boy naglunch ka na ba?
Boy higa ka...hehe, tulog
Kris kaya ko nman kya lng super wlang enrgy and msakt nga ulo
Boy fatigue yan
Kris pwde b dto mtulog?
Boy dun, pwede, sa clinic
Boy imbis na inom ka gamot, tulog nalang
Kris ehh,,,yoko pmnta dun
Kris c tin absent ngaun :(
Boy don't be sad, napagod lang yun sa cheering
Boy bakit ayaw mo pumunta???
Boy sarap matulog dun...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Kris may sakit kya sya khapon p
Kris d nmn sya ksali cheering eh
Kris ngpacheckup n yta sya today kya d n pmasok
Boy napapagod narin ako
Boy gusto ko ng one day break
Kris hehe...iba nga kmi ng concept ng isla ng work/life balance eh
Boy ano?
Kris wat do u min ano?
Kris wat tym kau mmya?
Boy by 6 dapat ready na to go
Kris nagsmoke k n pla!
Boy sabi mo iba concept mo ng work/life balance, so im asking ano concept mo
Boy once lang, hehegrade 5?
Boy yung upos ni tatay ko
Boy hehe
Boy panget ng lasa
Kris hahaha
Kris curious..
Boy yup
Kris bkt nman mgiging stupid ung been to paris/spain
Kris ano ung dress up/
Kris ?
Boy ewan
Boy hehe, nakuha ko lang yan kay mahal
Boy dress up, naglaro ng damit
Kris eh nkayes ka
Kris ah ganun lng un
Boy san ako naka yes?
Kris march 3 2005 san k nun?
Boy sa baywalk
Boy nilalamok
Kris i see
Kris hehe
Kris takot k rn pla sa scarymovies :)
Boy yung house of wax yung naaalala ko na example dyan
Kris open my 3rd eye
Kris hehe
Kris ano un streaking/
Kris ?
Boy hinanap ko yan sa dictionary.com e
Boy at di ko na matandaan ano yan
Kris mooned/flashed?
Kris may galit kay pichay? :)
Boy flinashlight ang intindi ko diyan sa mooned na yan
Boy ahhhh
Boy asa changes ka na?
Kris oo
Kris being a CPA pla
Kris d b zubiri 12?
Kris ngek bitin...
Boy yup, buti si zubiri nanalo
Boy la pa time e
Boy madami pala pero la pa yung creative juices para mag-blog
Boy medyo down ako e
Boy walang inspiration
Kris haha
Kris ako rin eh
Kris :(
Kris may question pla ako sau...y did(do) u hold on to ur "feelings" for rex?
Boy i don't know
Boy yun nga ang di ko maintindihan e
Boy irresistably cute?
Boy hehe
Kris bsta icpn m....kng sure k na sa answer m sbhn m skin..kng ndi tlga, k lng
Kris ;)
Boy sige
Boy i can never be sure nga lang
Kris ok lng un
Kris nga pla, pag may tinanong sau c max, sbhn m nmn skin....and ingat lng s pagsagot :)
Boy ok, kung makasama ko siya ng wala ka
Boy nakakasama ko lang siya if im wid you e
Boy anyway
Boy balik ky rex
Boy naiisip ko kasi, i love the chase.
Boy nung hindi niya ko pinansin and all, mas naging deeper yung "want" ko
Boy BUT THEN, ganito rin yun kay jun and the other guys though kay rex lang ako nag-"chase" talaga
Boy here's how i feel: "ha-ha, someday magugustuhan mo din ako. pero that time, ikaw naman iiyak". vengeance?
Boy ang gulo... hehe
Kris hahaha..gnun?
Kris so pag nga let's say ligawan ka or ung tipong sya na naghahabol, ayaw mo na?
Boy eh, di naman talga siya ideal guy ko e. immature pa, don't appreciate gilmore girls, may chinese blood pa
Boy liit liit pa!aba, gusto ko naman malahiaan anak ko ng konting tangkad
Kris so u really think ull end up with ur ideal guy?
Kris hehehe....sagutin m n c friend ng may naiwang id
Boy oo naman. simple lang ideal guy ko: family man who's God fearing.
Boy family man means responsible,
Boy may pangarap samin at mga anak
Kris hahaha
Kris gsto m c max
Boy chinese...
Kris so ung ideal m nga eh mrami pang not___,not___
Boy ah.. hehe
Boy onga no
Boy di naman
Boy kasama pala dun sa family man yung "may kotse"
Kris so ung feelings mo kay rex same ng kay jun?
Boy yun na yun. family man and God fearing. dun sa God fearing, sana apreho kami concept of God. kasi pwede God fearing nga pero ang God naman niya e si Allah na iba yung teachings sa God ko
Kris so ung feelings mo kay rex same ng kay jun?
Boy no
Boy deep yung kay jun dahil tagal ko na kilala yun
Boy yung kay rex, suntok sa buwan lang
Kris y did(do) u hold on to ur feelings for jun?
Boy can't help it. ideal guy e. tagal ng pagsasama. memories. pero, now, wala na. pure friendship nalang. ive accepted our fate
Kris i see...
Kris so decision m n mwala na?
Boy yup. pain melted the love
Boy hahaha
Kris sakit p rn ng ulo ko huhuhuhu
Boy e tigas ng ulo mo e. parang ako rin, sumasakit narin.
Boy tara, tulog tayo sa clinic!
Boy hehe
Kris pwde kya dto sa area?
Boy pwede namna
Kris d rn ako mkktulog dun eh
Boy especially if you're not malingering
Boy wala parin yung text?
Kris wala
Boy lam ko na, baka kasi di ko nilagyan ng +63
Kris try m ulit
Boy i tried sa sarili ko. wla parin, hehe
Kris joke time nmn yan
Boy onga e
Kris haaay
Boy nagsasagot ako ng mga survey sa friendster and will post it sa blog maya maya. i enjoy quesiton and answer games. kahit im alone. hehe
Kris ung mga questions...
Kris hehe
Kris ituloy m n ung blog m...
Kris para may mgawa nman ako
Kris nkadepended sau ang pagstay ko dito
Kris hehehehe
Boy haha
Boy sagot karin
Boy wala nga ako sa mood, i need an inspiration.
Kris nkktmad eh
Kris may exciting b?
Kris nbobore n kc ko s gnun parang paulit-ulit na,,,mgkakaiba lng mix of questions
Boy di xa xciting to the effect na napapatalon ako pero it makes me think kaya ok narin
Kris ung story ko pla d ko na rin ntuloy
Kris ang dami ko nang nsimulan na "novel" sana dpat tpos hanggang 2 entry lng
Boy hehe
Boy natutuyuan ng juice?
Kris think as in think,reminisce,,,haha,,,ayoko na ng flashbacks
Kris d nmn...tinatamad lng
Kris prang iba n nmn ang naiisip kong story
Kris kya ung sinabi ni ms sa lit na dpat ntin mtutunan, un ang wla ako
Kris discipline in thinking
Boy right! yun ang gawin mo ngayon
Boy train your mind
Kris huhuhu
Kris eh sakit n nga ng ulo ko
Kris nclose ko n pla frndsterko...tntmad n ko mgbukas at mgsagot
Boy hehe
Boy kwentuhan nalang tayo
Boy kaw magkwento
Kris about?
Boy family, future plans
Kris hehe..eh di nga ko ngpaplan d b
Kris pinagssbhan nga ko ni max to change that attitude
Kris kc kya daw d ko maappreci8 where i am now is because i have no plans
Kris eh ganun eh
Kris d ko tlga balak tumgal
Boy ah, may point si max
Boy sometimes i wish ganhyan din ako
Kris na ano?
Kris nagpaplan k nmn d b...
Kris medyo may sight k n nga anong future m
Boy yung wlang plans
Boy actually
Boy ngayon, wala na akong goals to achieve
Boy dahil humihinga pa ako, tutuloy ko nalang kung nasan ako ngayon. no more wishes
Kris bkt nwala?
Kris prang baliktad ung pagchange m
Kris hehe
Kris dpat daw may goals na
Boy e kasi im a failure
Kris accdg to him
Boy nasasaktan lang ako
Kris iba p rn perspective ko
Kris bkt nman?
Kris about topping the board b?
Boy and graduating with distinction
Kris oh...
Boy so..yoko na
Kris ikw b ung kausap ko dati na sbi ko sumtyms we have to accept our limitations...
Kris prang yan un
Boy i decided to live for HIM and not for my wishes... ganun
Kris still....accdg to max, limits can be exceeded
Boy yup ako yun,
Kris well then that's good
Boy hay naku, im still questioning our so called freedom nga e
Kris so how can you be sure na where you are now, what you are now, who you are with....is all in accordance to His will?
Kris ---plain objective question lng...
Boy His will, no doubt.
Boy kaya nga wala akong freedom kasi siya parin masusunod in the end
Kris so un tlga paniniwala m?
Boy well, kung asan namna ako ngayon, I'm happy kaya in the end, thankful narin ako. pero sakin lang, don't tell me na we have freedom cos it's not true
Boy ganun
Kris hehe...but we do
Kris but that's ur perspective and i respect it...
Kris medyo ang result nga lng is we don't take responsibilities anymore...
Boy well, siguro im blinded by my pain
Boy hehe
Boy oo, kasi di mo naman minsan ginusto e...
Boy so bakit mo aakuin
Boy pero in my case. kung anu man yung binigay niya, di na ako umaangal. ano ba naman laban ko diba. instead i move on
Boy and make the most out of it
Kris sa kin kc it's all our choice...may circumstances lng na ang tingin natin d ntin ginusto kc mixture na sya ng decisions ng iba't ibang tao but one of your decisions in the past resulted to this
Kris having chosen a diff alternative back then would result to a different outcome right now
Kris la nga lng taung power to foresee other people's decisions in he future
Boy e di na ba macu-cure yung past decision na yun with the present
Kris depends
Boy dapat, especially if you've worked hard
Boy unless, "it's not your destiny"
Kris what if others have worked harder?
Kris and hnd nga lng kc un ang factor
Boy e di pareho kaming rewarded
Boy ano pa other factor?
Kris other people's decisions
Boy so, you're bound by theri decisions. asan ang freedom dun??? ---hehe, di tayo nagtatalo ha. we're expressing our own sides and i appreciate what you're sharing.
Kris oo nman
Kris kasi your decisions count but their decisions count too
Kris interconnected lhat
Boy huhuhuhu... freedom for me e ako lang ang may say.
Kris well...yan ang freedom nman na sinsabi ni fred --from hs
Kris pati nga raw ibang tao prang kaya natin mcontrol
Kris it's like God in us
Kris though medyo malalim ung concepts nya
Boy i know hindi naman possible na lahat ng gusto mo mangyayari (yun ang freedom) kaya, free will/freedom don't exist.
Kris sa point nya pwede un
Kris sa akin that's not freedom that's power
Kris something God-like
Boy hmmmm
Boywhat's free will to you
Boy freedom
Kris being able to make my own choices, my own decisions for my own reasons and understanding
Kris having "a say" on things...
Boy a say lang...sigh.
Boy i chose this pero wala ako dun
Kris being able to decide to be in this company
Kris being able to choose being single
Kris being able to go where the crowd does not go
Kris not being bounded by other people's beliefs
Boy ok, partly I'm free. pero not totally
Boy yun. we have a say but He has the final say
Kris hnd rn sya
Kris mxture of all our freedom
Boy and his blessing
Kris kc if ikaw lng, ok un kng ikaw lang nbubuhay s mundo
Boy yun yun e, dapat may approval niya
Kris pero since may ibang tao kng total freedom para ka ngang superior force
Kris http://masterfred.wordpress.com -->bka may makita kang answer
Boy (extra lagn. tama ba: 4 o' clock o una yung apostrophe sa o?)
Kris may iququote sna ako sau
Kris tama yan
Kris o muna
Kris may iququote sna ako dyan eh di ko mhnap
Boy ah ok, sige, pagnahanap mo. check mo later blog ko
Kris wat tym pa?
Boy post ko na maya mya
Kris basa k nlng rin dun...kng mtake m...hehe..mnsan kc parang sobrang lalim, d ko super gets lhat ng entries nya
Kris My purpose is to create an awareness to everyone that what we can do is UNLIMITED. Everything is possible for us if we want it to be. Unfortunately, many of us has grown up thinking there are things we simply cannot d
Kris pero hnd tlga yan hnahanap ko...
Boy ok. sino si fred?
Kris We all have a weakness, and that is because we choose to have them. Again, look at the Masters… and you will see why they do not have weaknesses… its because they chose to "love" instead of "fear". They chose to "want" instead of "need". On the other hand, look at us… we choose the other way around… and thus created our own weaknesses
Kris hnd pa rin yan un :) hehe....
Kris about controlling others ung gusto kong iquote eh d q lng mkta
Kris c deryk is from hs
Kris dyan lng sya sa rob--hp ngwowork
Boy ano course? dd rin?
Kris yup dd rin
Kris cs sya
Kris magna ata or suma
Kris bsta ung second---di ko p rin madistinguish
Kris hehe
Boy ah
Boy hehe
Boy malalim nga magisip
Kris pero ung ilang posts copied from "Conversations with God"
Kris mas ok ung comments kasi ngsasagutan mga tao....mas clear kc mas layman ung mga nagtatanong
Kris hehe
Boy hay...di matatapos yung ginagawa ko sa blog hanggat di tayo natatapos dito
Boy hehe
Boy kain tayo
Kris tara
Kris merienda?
Boy dinner na yung akin
Boy o ano, tara?
Boy 5 minutes. sa lobby?
Kris aga m nman magdinner
Boy kaya nga e
Boy e wala na time maya e
Kris pauwi k n
Kris balik k p?
Boy deretso na uwi after ng practice. mandaluyong daw e